TheKittyMan

Alright, so this is one that I wrote back on 12/14/09, which I know isn’t that long ago, but it’s still a weird look back. It’s only been a month and a half since I wrote it in a free flow, but enough time has passed that I’m an almost completely different person. I’m also never been one to name my “work”, but I don’t want to come off as some sort of snob to think I could pull something like Shakespeare and not have proper titles and simply say ‘Poem 9′ or whatever. Putting them on this site will give me a chance to finally name some of my stuff like this one. It’s a fairly dark one, so I hope you’re in for some anger after the jump.

Death, darkness, the light disappears.
It’s nothing but a memory now
Fuck this place and all that it brings
Where nothing but hate can reside

My heart and true feelings wasted on you
This life with no fucking meaning
Living a hollow life
Sadness consuming my thoughts

This feeling of despair in my heart
burning a hole deeper into my core
Letting me know that no matter what I do
I will always fucking lose

Let this fucking world burn
Set it ablaze with it’s own putrid waste
Lies, deception, and bullshit is all you are
You can rot in hell, you bitch

Let my tears be your fucking reminder
You’ll never find another like me
Inconsiderate bitch
Unappreciative whore

Why am I always the one to lose?
You’ll never know love again
Once you’re hurt, you want to hurt
and it brings me nothing but hate

My hate for you grows stronger every day
Alongside my love
The growing contradiction building on
Tearing my mind and soul apart

Why did I stay here so long?
Why couldn’t I leave?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Was I wrong to believe?

Love was supposed to be real
It’s nothing but fucking trash.
The hate burning in my eyes
I see through your bullshit disguise

You never felt anything
Your life is fucking numb.
I hope your life is fucking worth it.
I don’t want to play my part anymore

I’m done being your tool
I’m done being your bitch.
You can just fuck yourself
Your eyes will never open to see

Blind to my light
Blind to the world
Blind to the truth
Fuck your narrow minded view

As the clock keeps spinning
My mind begins to slow
Letting the darkness consume me
I want to get out.

Get me out of this hell…

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Ya. I have some issues that I’m should be working out, but I’m doing self therapy by working on websites. Hopefully these sites work.